Today i began the road to becomming missy.  Miss has graciously decided to train me as the sissy i have desired to be for as long as i can remember.  Chosing a name was this sissy’s first assignment.  For years, when dreaming of being a woman or a sissy, i used the female version of my male name.  Natually, my first thought was to chose that name as my new name.   However, in the first assignment Miss said to think about a girl this sissy may have known.  She instructed us to think back to school and think about the girliest girl or the biggest tramp.  All day i thought about girls i knew growing up and who brought out feelings in me i didn’t understand at the time.  Then i remembered “Missy.”  i went to high school with a girl named Missy and she was very feminine, always dressed very slutty, and had the reputation of being a tramp.  i always loved seeing Missy and talking to Missy.  At the time i didn’t really know why i liked her so much but i think now it was because i wanted to be Missy.  i wanted to have Missy’s feminine body, her big tits, her great ass, and her slutty look.  This sissy wanted to be a slut just like Missy.  So tonight, missy, was born and i hope to leave my male self behind.

 In the first assignment, i stood in front of the mirror naked and said “my name is missy.”  Standing in front of the mirror i gentle pointed to the bald head, the penis and the flat chest that belonged to tony.  As Miss instructed, i was aroused when i started the assignment but after looking at tony’s male parts, i was sad, no longer aroused and replused.  Then this sissy began to focus on missy’s attributes.  i touched missy’s full lips, missy’s shapely legs, and missy’s firm ass.  It was enjoyable to touch missy’s femine parts and think about how they could be more feminine and sissy.  missy got very excited thinking about how her full lips and firm ass could be used to please men.  Within minutes all the bad thoughts related to tony’s male parts had vanished.   i was much more happy and aroused thinking about missy.  i feel more comfortable as missy.

Tonight missy was born and i will work hard to make sure missy is the perfect sissy.